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The Story of M

by Shrine of August

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1.
Beyond indifference Howling hope Trying to conquer her disease Cinderella’s pushing trees Don’t we all? Body’s crescent Effervescent Beauteous, tender as a summer breeze Incandescent I will be The hourglass must fall To spill away the grain Time runs out for all None can here remain Between the cryptic lines Wings clipped so one flees With death that stalks the vines Cinderella’s pushing trees This is where I want to go This is where I want to be This is why I cannot breathe This excruciating pain is me Cinderella’s pushing trees Body’s crescent Effervescent Frail, unstable as a summer breeze Incandescent I will be Utterance can not capture The enthropy That chokes me from within A glaring void consuming All doubt, regret and grief Fading in the eye As an Autumn painting burnt Futile endeavour My face will dry High time to leave it all behind This is where I want to go Clear my mind and cleanse my soul of sin This is why I cannot breathe And it worsens every single day Figuring out her mysteries Cinderella’s pushing trees Don’t we all? Body’s crescent Effervescent Labelled “Fable, without guarantees” Incandescent she will be You gave me that feeling again One I hadn’t felt for too long a time... You were everything I could wish for And I didn’t care about anyone else I wanted you for me I wanted you for myself... But now I can’t say enough how sorry I am... I never wanted this to happen... I never meant to hurt you... You gave me your trust And I wrecked it all... I wrecked everything... The wakened dream is lost Beyond a hope, forgotten As dawn thus claims the cost When love is ill begotten The hourglass must fall To spill away the grain Time runs out for all None can here remain Looking sideways Not feeling less convicted Nowadays, living more restricted On a path towards relief Surrounded by trees of grief From Jupiter to cypher Turning quietly insane A confidence depriver Alone, we both remain Ineluctable decline Always holding off for signs I am doing this to me I am doing this to myself Incandescent Effervescent Body’s vescent Cinderella Cinderella Pushing Trees Pushing Trees Will he succeed? Will she not bleed? Failing, as foreseen
2.
People gently passing by Seems they’re going somewhere Is it worth tracking them down? Slowly… Things will fall into their place Riding on these whispers Dreams in which I see your face Fading… Cherish the “fine” in finite Find what’s good inside Take no role outside my mind When it’s September Sharing places in the sky We were fueled by sunbeams Equal minds were unified But at what cost? Cherish the “fine” in finite Find what’s good inside Take no role outside my cast My September painted past I have just burnt all my fingertips Tryin’ to touch the sun Will our dormant bodies become one, finally? Cherish the “fine” in finite Find what’s good inside Take no role outside my mind My September painting Cherished the “fine” in finite Found what’s good inside I will miss you till the last September painted past
3.
I dreamt of all the mistakes that I made I dreamt of actions that made me afraid Why break the sequence if all is a dream? I dreamt of weightlessness taking control I dreamt of people corrupt by parole Why break the sequence if all is believed? Why break the thread… when it’s all in your head?
4.
New Moon 04:37
Don’t hate me for all the things I said Don’t hate me for all the things you read Words can’t describe just what you mean to me Unconditionally No matter what I try, I fail Cause things will never be the same Holding on to a memory Of something that never existed Hold on to that memory Of whatever you want me to be You so far away And I want you here to stay And I know that it’s impossible In each and every way And now I close my eyes And I am here with you And no matter what the others say You are not alone The stagnant dance of aural light The northern lights blind me And I’ll be here waiting, waiting for you Upon the new moon Never am I giving you up, if you allow me to Never am I giving you up, if you allow me to Forgive me Release me From this prison I call doubt Don’t question what you see But follow what you feel You so far away And I want you here to stay And I know that it’s impossible In each and every way And now I close my eyes And I am here with you And no matter what the others say You are not alone And the pain keeps coming back And the rain keeps pouring down
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6.
You picked me up From the ground on which I laid And the sadness that surrounded me again You gave me trust Ever more than I should rate With the same familiar feeling of restraint No one will belong to us And no one who will care Through the story The story of M Will this stay a part of us? Or will it go away? An Angelus As imperative as light Standing by my side no matter where I hide A Quietus Laid upon our guiltless speech As the public tried to get us out of reach No one will belong to us And no one who will care Through the story The story of M Will this stay a part of us? Or will it go away? Fade away I don’t want to live like this I don’t want to think of this Can’t go on to live like this Falling in the past abyss No one will belong to us And no one who would care If the story of M were to end Will this stay a part of us? Or will it go away? It’s the story The story of M When you look back Do you still feel the same way? Or has your reason thrown those memories away…?
7.
I dreamt that there was no way to avoid this One step forward, two steps back If I were to fall today At least it would be by your side Nothing more I could wish for What if this weren’t a dream? Missing you is like realizing A star is missing from the sky at night A star that looks down, down on me Making me wish you were here Heal my wounded heart And my infected memory Break the dreamer’s sequence Embrace me Heal my wounded heart And my infected memory Break the dreamer’s sequence Save me Heal my wounded heart And my affected memory Break the dreamer’s sequence And save me I will keep on missing you Forever and a day till I am through Your eyes, your smile Your humour, your grin My all, my life My reason, my twin You languish, you crave You wonder, you lose My all, my life My soulmate, my muse What has become of us? Heal my wounded heart And my infected memory Break the dreamer’s sequence Embrace me Heal my wounded heart And my affected memory Break the dreamer’s sequence And save me Focus only on those who Truly love and care ‘bout you Follow your heart, no matter what No matter what How do I handle this? How should I handle this? Why did this faithful bliss Turn into reminisce? How do I handle this? How should I handle this? Is there at all a way For me to handle this? Never have I left you Not a single count Do you feel bereft too? Or am I just too profound? On the brink of pure despair On the brink of desperation Think about what matters Don’t look behind Love evokes disasters That’s why they call it blind On the brink of pure despair On the brink of desperation Never would I hurt you And you know that’s true If patience is a virtue I’ll forever wait for you On the brink of pure despair On the brink of desperation All these vague descriptions Of things so clear Don’t need an encryption If only you were here On the brink of pure despair On the brink of desperation Tasting the bitterness of doubt Tasting the sourness of insecurity Tasting the saltiness of shed tears The pain of your unmended heart
8.
Sinking 03:34
You are my muse And all of this is meant for you But times have changed And we’ve become estranged You were my star The one that shined so brightly And told me who you are You gave me such bliss And so much more than this A better way of living So please accept this gift I’m giving Sinking deeper in your eyes Is there a limit? You’re an angel is disguise But I know you Without you it always feels Like I have nothing at all But I’ll always remain by your side When you stumble or fall Sinking deeper in your eyes Is there a limit? You’re an angel in disguise But I know you Sinking deeper in my thoughts I’m close to drowning If only you knew how I fought for this love The story of M
9.
I felt like I knew you – I knew you all too well All these useless little details Touched me more than I can tell Even when it feels wrong, follow your own voice Open up and stay strong, celebrate, rejoice Unique, what you reflect No one should neglect A divinity such as yours Music speaks when I am mute So here’s the plain and simple truth When the days seem darkest, when you feel alone When your biggest secrets are shown Then I will hold you close for the rest of my life Till the end of everything The end of everything Smiling when our words meet, troubles swept away Till the moment fate decided that we couldn’t stay But nothing can erase you, even if I tried What I want is to embrace you, to be unified Holding on – to a memory Of things that were never meant to be Music speaks when I am mute So here’s the plain and simple truth When the days seem darkest, when you feel alone When your biggest secrets are shown Then I will hold you close for the rest of my life Till the end of everything The end of everything When your hopes are lowest, when you’re feeling down When it seems like no one’s around Then I will hold you close for the rest of my life Till the end of everything The end of everything You are still my everything

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Shrine #1: "The Story of M" is the debut album by Shrine of August - the solo project of Belgian drummer/songwriter Steve Vanderperren.

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released October 13, 2017

All music & lyrics by Steve Vanderperren 2004 - 2016, except

"Cinderella Pushing Trees" by Yann De Ceukelaire & Steve Vanderperren
"Sinking" by Tom Van Den Bosschelle & Steve Vanderperren
Additional lyrics on "Cinderella Pushing Trees" by Xavier De Schuyter.

Guitars by
Gaël Sortino on "September Painted Past" and "Sinking"
Alex Vanhaesendonck on "Cinderella Pushing Trees" and "Broken Sunset"
Tim Verheyden on "The Dreamer's Sequence", "New Moon" and "On the Brink of Desperation"

Bass by Joeri Herregat

Keyboards + additional arrangements & orchestration by Toon Noppen

Drums by Steve Vanderperren, recorded by Bob Briessinck at Breeze Inc. Studio
Drum programming on "The Story of M" by Steve Vanderperren

Vocals by
Xavier De Schuyter on "Cinderella Pushing Trees"
Lio Meessen on "New Moon" & "The End of Everything"
Miri Milman on "The Story of M", recorded by Yonatan Kossov at Jaffa Sound Arts
Iason Passaris on "Cinderella Pushing Trees"
Jurgen Stein on "Sinking"
Steve Vanderperren on "The Dreamer's Sequence" & "On the Brink of Desperation"
Alex Vanhaesendonck on "September Painted Past"

Samples by Steve Vanderperren except
"Sinking" - sample and soundscapes by Jurgen Stein
Additional sample editing by Tobias Vanderhenst

Mixed by Steve Vanderperren
Mastered by Tim De Gieter at Much Luv Studio

Logo by Steve Vanderperren
Artwork & layout by Hannelore Maertens

Huge thanks to Hannelore, Lio, Joeri, Tim (Endtime Odyssey ftw), Tobias, Toon, Miri, Alex, Gaël & Lemuria, Iason & Jusska, Jurgen, Xavier, Bob at Breeze Inc. Studio, Tim at Much Luv Studio and you in particular for giving this release a chance by purchasing it. On to the next one.

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Shrine of August Herent, Belgium

Shrine of August is the solo project of Belgian drummer / songwriter Steve Vanderperren. After many years playing various genres, the time was right to bring together all ideas and influences from his musical beginning till today. To sum it all up, the term "Prog Noir" came up. Progressive elements will definitely remain, but the emphasis is on the music itself, not necessarily its technicality. ... more

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